Old limiting patterns that you thought you had cleared come back. There can be mental, emotional and physical patterns. At these times you feel like you are not "getting it". You can feel tense and/or exhausted. It can seem like things just aren't right and you can slip into old habits. You might say, "On no, I thought I was over that, but I guess I was wrong…again." Does this sound familiar?{read on}
With every breath we take, Humanity is changing the dynamics of the Universe. Every moment we are either adding to the Light of the world or the shadows depending on what we are saying, thinking, feeling or doing. Just imagine! What an awesome responsibility We are at a point in our awakening process when we are beginning to understand the science of energy, vibration and consciousness. We know now that our thoughts and feelings are creative. Whatever we focus our attention on through our thoughts, words, feelings and actions, we cocreate, empower and sustain in our lives. There are well known statements that reflect this Truth. “Where my attention is, there I am” or “Wherever my attention goes, my energy flows.” {it is a powerful time}
Feeding the Spirit of New Orleans - 22 minutes of inspiring listening - out of the chaos creation appears - what is happening because of the devastation SHOULD be happening everywhere BEFORE the devastation occurs...carrying on the theme there is the Guerrilla Gourmet
On a lighter note I caught this snippet in the Olive Press - David "Dave" Cameron common touch on holiday
most amusing is - He is also understood to have visited his close friend and advisor Zac Goldsmith, who has a huge palatial home half an hour away in Benahavis.
Why? Check out his "advisor" Zac, considering some of our Dave's policies and beliefs especially concerning family he seems a somewhat strange advisor :) I would love to be a fly on the wall on their chats about family and also the merits of marijuana!!
ooops forgot I had drafted his on Sat - so now tis Monday :) Saturday of course was the solstice for some while others celebrated on the Friday {actual time of standstill here was early hours of morning} like you Val :) I think - Saturday was also Gud Neighbours back in rainy Dumfries, where the pubs opened at 6, am that is, and gud neighbours becomes tribal wars, revealing the unhappiness that lives within the many and some found it's way here as Ange got some not so fine texts - you know I have always loved the Buddhist expression "idiot compassion" watching Ange's reactions made me realise that I can no longer go down this road {and probably haven't for a long time, this was just one of those realisation moments} to have pandered to her sudden sadness would have been feeding her victim mode , in fact I found it strange that she could allow a few nasty words sent nearly 2000 miles upset her - she has had a fine time here, relaxed and healing, and why allow anyone to upset that? OK I gave her a cuddle and then told her it was her choice as to whether she let these things affect her or not and realise that the sender was just revealing her own state of mind.........
yesterday we all met up with Roma, who wasn't in the best of fettle either as she has returned to find that someone has broken in an stolen her water pump and let 3000 litres of water go to waste - so she ha no water as well as no electricity; despite that we had fun at Cartama market with them all getting themselves and others a few pressies - it no longer bothers me to amble rund while everyone is in a "feeding frenzy" of shopping - having no money I just observe - pick out stuff I think R will like or is looking for, I love all the colours that are abundant everywhere you look and the smells of the fruit stalls, watching the people - yeah I have my own kinda fun, then back to CasaB meeting Del at Pedro's where all had a drink and something to eat
So lets see what today holds?
Something I came across this morning which hit a switch with me, especially the second part, I have recognised the fact that past conditioning effects our now behaviour - illness being the easiest to recognise, being ill as a kid means being put to bed pampered and cosset5ed, well 9 times outa 10 and so it goes on as we get older, a lot of the time we become ill because we want to recreate that cosseting and spoiling and rarely does that happen when we all growed up - eh ladies??!! :) but hadn't considered this particular one - so considered - and realised that much of my childhood was trying to outwit my parents, mother mostly I guess and her control, as both my parents worked I was on my own but monitored strictly, as she didn't approve of friends I did acquire, I spent an awful lot of my time on my own, perhaps the reason I can still do so without going bananas, reading and thinking - mmmmm - thinking always led me into trouble as I would find ways of breaking loose every now and then, yep the devil does make work for idle minds LOL, never mind the hands....I know the usual ideas of childhood sound wonderful, but I think now I am grateful in a strange kinda way for my solitude and learning my mind, childhood was not my favourite time in this life, but as we have longer as adults than children it is easier to be a happy adult gotta last longer :)
First, remember that our 24-hour day is no longer experierienced as 24 hours, as time has been compressed. Therefore, it's not our imagination that time has been "speeded up." The real issue, however, isn't how many hours or minutes we have or how quickly they pass. Instead, what we're learning is to update our old fashioned linear view of time. Each of us is learning to be more present, more in the moment. To the extent that we can master this different way of being, we free up our energy and can actually accomplish MORE in briefer increments of time.
There is no destroying energy. We cannot just say “cancel, cancel” and expect our negative words, thoughts, feelings and actions from the past to go away. Every atomic and subatomic particle and wave of Life in the whole of Creation is interrelated, interdependent and interconnected. We are ALL One, there is no separation. There is no such thing as “us and them.”
Feeding the Spirit of New Orleans - 22 minutes of inspiring listening - out of the chaos creation appears - what is happening because of the devastation SHOULD be happening everywhere BEFORE the devastation occurs...carrying on the theme there is the Guerrilla Gourmet
On a lighter note I caught this snippet in the Olive Press - David "Dave" Cameron common touch on holiday
most amusing is - He is also understood to have visited his close friend and advisor Zac Goldsmith, who has a huge palatial home half an hour away in Benahavis.
Why? Check out his "advisor" Zac, considering some of our Dave's policies and beliefs especially concerning family he seems a somewhat strange advisor :) I would love to be a fly on the wall on their chats about family and also the merits of marijuana!!
ooops forgot I had drafted his on Sat - so now tis Monday :) Saturday of course was the solstice for some while others celebrated on the Friday {actual time of standstill here was early hours of morning} like you Val :) I think - Saturday was also Gud Neighbours back in rainy Dumfries, where the pubs opened at 6, am that is, and gud neighbours becomes tribal wars, revealing the unhappiness that lives within the many and some found it's way here as Ange got some not so fine texts - you know I have always loved the Buddhist expression "idiot compassion" watching Ange's reactions made me realise that I can no longer go down this road {and probably haven't for a long time, this was just one of those realisation moments} to have pandered to her sudden sadness would have been feeding her victim mode , in fact I found it strange that she could allow a few nasty words sent nearly 2000 miles upset her - she has had a fine time here, relaxed and healing, and why allow anyone to upset that? OK I gave her a cuddle and then told her it was her choice as to whether she let these things affect her or not and realise that the sender was just revealing her own state of mind.........
yesterday we all met up with Roma, who wasn't in the best of fettle either as she has returned to find that someone has broken in an stolen her water pump and let 3000 litres of water go to waste - so she ha no water as well as no electricity; despite that we had fun at Cartama market with them all getting themselves and others a few pressies - it no longer bothers me to amble rund while everyone is in a "feeding frenzy" of shopping - having no money I just observe - pick out stuff I think R will like or is looking for, I love all the colours that are abundant everywhere you look and the smells of the fruit stalls, watching the people - yeah I have my own kinda fun, then back to CasaB meeting Del at Pedro's where all had a drink and something to eat
So lets see what today holds?
Something I came across this morning which hit a switch with me, especially the second part, I have recognised the fact that past conditioning effects our now behaviour - illness being the easiest to recognise, being ill as a kid means being put to bed pampered and cosset5ed, well 9 times outa 10 and so it goes on as we get older, a lot of the time we become ill because we want to recreate that cosseting and spoiling and rarely does that happen when we all growed up - eh ladies??!! :) but hadn't considered this particular one - so considered - and realised that much of my childhood was trying to outwit my parents, mother mostly I guess and her control, as both my parents worked I was on my own but monitored strictly, as she didn't approve of friends I did acquire, I spent an awful lot of my time on my own, perhaps the reason I can still do so without going bananas, reading and thinking - mmmmm - thinking always led me into trouble as I would find ways of breaking loose every now and then, yep the devil does make work for idle minds LOL, never mind the hands....I know the usual ideas of childhood sound wonderful, but I think now I am grateful in a strange kinda way for my solitude and learning my mind, childhood was not my favourite time in this life, but as we have longer as adults than children it is easier to be a happy adult gotta last longer :)
First, remember that our 24-hour day is no longer experierienced as 24 hours, as time has been compressed. Therefore, it's not our imagination that time has been "speeded up."
In the outmoded linear approach to living, we learned to worry a lot about the future, and to blame things in our past for today's circumstances. That constant preoccupation with painful past history and concerns about the future prevented us from using our energy fully in the "now time."
Second, our approach to the seasons is in need of similar updating. We have learned to attach meanings to certain times. Summer is often thought of as a time when there are no serious responsibilities, due to early childhood conditioning. If we aren't mindful of how we bring forward labels of how life "should be" in a given season, we can become disappointed when our experience doesn't match our expectations.
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