Sarah I shall be thinking of you, email me your mum's phone number and I'll give you a call, give you a chance to offload if needs be :) you will need support to support your Mum, my love to you all
I just don't know where to start, I seem to be going thru a major ?????? with many mind blowing moments. I know I have been very focussed on changing thought patterns, creating new habits/rituals/addictions, all one and the same really and of course there are effects to such focussed thought processes, I have realised how grateful to be in a situation that allows me to be able to do this, certainly couldn't with jobs and kids etc as everything else seems to have been put on hold, Stinkers being ill made me stop too, he would demand attention and so I would find myself sitting for seemingly long periods of time and stroking him and being very aware of my thoughts, which I would keep on love, you know he seems to have more or less fully recovered now, was it an ear infection or worse, did my intense intention have an effect, all thoughts are energy.........
For one reason and another I spent over an hour sitting in the dentists chair on Tuesday evening, what an opportunity to work on overcoming my deep seated fears, changing the patterns of my thoughts as they came to mind.........it's working, why am I so surprised, I have always known this and have used it before in my life, must have done to reverse a terminal diagnosis, I guess this time I am more aware of the process and working much more consciously therefore there are more immediate results/effects to be seen......
The other day I was reading thru a feed I get and some of it was about numbers, something which has always held a certain fascination with me and deep seated belief that there is "something" in it, so know a little about the subject and meaning - so I know I am a 4 made up of four ones,1.1.1.1 = the symbol of a gateway/portal, one of those blinding flashes that I guess is only really meaningful to me, but it has certainly inspired a lot more thought on this and HOW I can express this
LET GO OF THE WAY YOU DEFINE YOURSELF
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
All energies move forward in a continuum of invisible manifestation. No event is wrong or right that serves the higher creation. This sequestering all thoughts into doorways of right or wrong damages the birth process. One does not nor can not see what the vibrational outcome will manifest as. For all that is expected, births the unexpected. Everything leads to evolution no matter where the path begins. It is by walking upon your own creations that you will understand your dormant abilities.
As you walk into the wholeness and the holiness of the expression of who you know yourself to be, you will find that the lines that divide and sever your being begin to fade with time, with wisdom, with love. You will find that the expression of self that you know as the beginning and the ending of this life no longer are divided components. They become streamlined in the natural sense of the word flowing forward naturally. Issuing notice of cleansing of clearing. Issuing awareness of different octaves of knowledge, of wisdom, of strength, of being of young, of old, of was, of will be.
Open the gate to the Vastness that you have forgotten that you are. Open the gate to all that you keep yourself from separated in thoughts, in fears, in longings, and heart’s desires. For it is only your belief systems that can decay the body. It is only your belief systems that keeps you from moving forward in leaps and outward bounds. It is your canyon that seems endless in a sky that seems cloistered. Open the gate and set free all that has once served you so that it can learn to fly, learn to swim, learn to tunnel deep in the earth. Open the gate to everything that your parents, your teachers, and your lovers told you that you could not be, you could not accomplish, you could not experience.
Experience the flowing of the trueness of your beginning without end, of your end without beginning. Let go of all self imposed limitations and programs. Let go of all excuses that you have worn as medals, and all the procrastination's that you have used to lift you to places you fell from. Un-pot the potential that you have kept sequestered away, allowing the roots to bind themselves in containers of thoughts that limit you, containers of fears that only grow weeds, and containers of truths that were seeded to you by others.
Open to see all that is happening in a single moment in any place in this universe. What you seek is inherent within everything. What is of value to you? Is it diamonds? Is it gold? Is it wood? Is it water? It depends on what part of the universe you park your self. You can beckon to you all things that hold the richness that you seek. The letting go of perimeters, of expectations, of boundaries, of containers, of thought forms frees you up to be it all.
Your desires have great potential within them. These abilities are yours for the acknowledgment that is all. Let go of the way you define yourself and allow your soul to re-define you in a way that serves the soul’s illumination and soul path. the soul is destined to expand, to re-create, and re-define your lineage of light.
The days here continue to be warm and mellow and the olive harvest is now stepping up a pace as all the eating and organic ones have been collected, now it crazy time with the co-operative working over time and Sundays, a lot of the picking can only be done at weekends, so there is work in abundance for the South Americans who seem to flock to the village.
Have a Bright n Blessed days :)
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