Transformations......

First a message to Meloni - thank you for you comments at Multiply, it's a while since I have visited the site :( but you cross my mind every day and although I am VERY bad at replying to you, I can always sense a deeper connection.
Sarah I shall be thinking of you, email me your mum's phone number and I'll give you a call, give you a chance to offload if needs be :) you will need support to support your Mum, my love to you all

I just don't know where to start, I seem to be going thru a major ?????? with many mind blowing moments. I know I have been very focussed on changing thought patterns, creating new habits/rituals/addictions, all one and the same really and of course there are effects to such focussed thought processes, I have realised how grateful to be in a situation that allows me to be able to do this, certainly couldn't with jobs and kids etc as everything else seems to have been put on hold, Stinkers being ill made me stop too, he would demand attention and so I would find myself sitting for seemingly long periods of time and stroking him and being very aware of my thoughts, which I would keep on love, you know he seems to have more or less fully recovered now, was it an ear infection or worse, did my intense intention have an effect, all thoughts are energy.........
For one reason and another I spent over an hour sitting in the dentists chair on Tuesday evening, what an opportunity to work on overcoming my deep seated fears, changing the patterns of my thoughts as they came to mind.........it's working, why am I so surprised, I have always known this and have used it before in my life, must have done to reverse a terminal diagnosis, I guess this time I am more aware of the process and working much more consciously therefore there are more immediate results/effects to be seen......
The other day I was reading thru a feed I get and some of it was about numbers, something which has always held a certain fascination with me and deep seated belief that there is "something" in it, so know a little about the subject and meaning - so I know I am a 4 made up of four ones,1.1.1.1 = the symbol of a gateway/portal, one of those blinding flashes that I guess is only really meaningful to me, but it has certainly inspired a lot more thought on this and HOW I can express this

LET GO OF THE WAY YOU DEFINE YOURSELF

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

All energies move forward in a continuum of invisible manifestation. No event is wrong or right that serves the higher creation. This sequestering all thoughts into doorways of right or wrong damages the birth process. One does not nor can not see what the vibrational outcome will manifest as. For all that is expected, births the unexpected. Everything leads to evolution no matter where the path begins. It is by walking upon your own creations that you will understand your dormant abilities.

As you walk into the wholeness and the holiness of the expression of who you know yourself to be, you will find that the lines that divide and sever your being begin to fade with time, with wisdom, with love. You will find that the expression of self that you know as the beginning and the ending of this life no longer are divided components. They become streamlined in the natural sense of the word flowing forward naturally. Issuing notice of cleansing of clearing. Issuing awareness of different octaves of knowledge, of wisdom, of strength, of being of young, of old, of was, of will be.

Open the gate to the Vastness that you have forgotten that you are. Open the gate to all that you keep yourself from separated in thoughts, in fears, in longings, and heart’s desires. For it is only your belief systems that can decay the body. It is only your belief systems that keeps you from moving forward in leaps and outward bounds. It is your canyon that seems endless in a sky that seems cloistered. Open the gate and set free all that has once served you so that it can learn to fly, learn to swim, learn to tunnel deep in the earth. Open the gate to everything that your parents, your teachers, and your lovers told you that you could not be, you could not accomplish, you could not experience.

Experience the flowing of the trueness of your beginning without end, of your end without beginning. Let go of all self imposed limitations and programs. Let go of all excuses that you have worn as medals, and all the procrastination's that you have used to lift you to places you fell from. Un-pot the potential that you have kept sequestered away, allowing the roots to bind themselves in containers of thoughts that limit you, containers of fears that only grow weeds, and containers of truths that were seeded to you by others.

Open to see all that is happening in a single moment in any place in this universe. What you seek is inherent within everything. What is of value to you? Is it diamonds? Is it gold? Is it wood? Is it water? It depends on what part of the universe you park your self. You can beckon to you all things that hold the richness that you seek. The letting go of perimeters, of expectations, of boundaries, of containers, of thought forms frees you up to be it all.

Your desires have great potential within them. These abilities are yours for the acknowledgment that is all. Let go of the way you define yourself and allow your soul to re-define you in a way that serves the soul’s illumination and soul path. the soul is destined to expand, to re-create, and re-define your lineage of light.

The days here continue to be warm and mellow and the olive harvest is now stepping up a pace as all the eating and organic ones have been collected, now it crazy time with the co-operative working over time and Sundays, a lot of the picking can only be done at weekends, so there is work in abundance for the South Americans who seem to flock to the village.
Have a Bright n Blessed days :)

Storms pass and sun shines......

Feeling very low on energy this morning, D n I both experinced a dream filled night which leaves us feeling like we still need to rest, D was very restless, he says although he can no longer remember the details his was all about loss and distrust - mmmmmm - all I can remember is one dream concerning Nikki and I was concerned about her - ah well here´s hoping I did some good on other levels :)

"What makes the simple act of shaming or blaming people complicated is the knowledge that they each had a specific history, and the more we know about it the easier it becomes to understand why they did what they did." Godless Morality {Richard Holloway}

"The healing ministry is non-judgemental: those involved in it are encouraged to consider and address their own prejudices and strereotyping to avoid projection of their personal internal codes of behaviour" A Time to Heal

"I tell them that some corporations have to be allowed to die. It´s all right as long as people have the opportunity to move from the dying ones to the ones that are growing. The world is not breaking down. Only some things are breaking down........
....there is no such thing as a "windfall profit" unless it´s taken out of somebody else´s pocket or gained at the expemse of the environment or of future generations........" Hazel Henderson

Stronger Than You Know - Getting Ourselves Worked Up
Our capacity to cope successfully with life's challenges far outstrips our capacity to feel nervousness. Yet in the weeks, days, and hours leading up to an event that we believe will test our limits, we can become nervous. While we may have previously regarded ourselves as equal to the trials that lie ahead, we reach a point at which they near and our anxiety begins to mount. We then become increasingly worked up, until the moment of truth arrives and we discover that our worry was all for nothing. We are almost always stronger and more capable than we believe ourselves to be. But anxiety is not rational in nature, which means that in most cases we cannot work through it using logic as our only tool. Reason can help us recognize the relative futility of unwarranted worry but, more often than not, we will find more comfort in patterns of thought and activity that redirect our attention to practical or engaging matters.Most of us find it remarkably difficult to focus on two distinct thoughts or emotions at once, and we can use this natural human limitation to our advantage when trying to stay centered in the period leading up to a potentially tricky experience. When we concentrate on something unrelated to our worry—such as deep breathing, visualizations of success, pleasurable pursuits, or exercise—anxiety dissipates naturally. Meditation is also a useful coping mechanism as it provides us with a means to ground ourselves in the moment. Our guides can aid us by providing us with a focal point wholly outside of our own sphere.The intense emotional flare-up you experience just before you are set to challenge yourself is often a mixture of both excitement and fear. When you take steps to eliminate the fear, you can more fully enjoy the excitement. Though you may find it difficult to avoid getting worked up, your awareness of the forces acting on your feelings will help you return to your center and accept that few hurdles you will face will be as high as they at first appear.

Hope In Hardship - anything can be overcome

The journey that each human being makes through earthly existence
can have hardship as often as it is touched by joy. When we encounter
adversity, the stress we feel can erode our optimism, eventually
convincing us that the issues we face cannot be overcome. In truth,
there is no situation so dire, no challenge so great, and no
choice so bewildering that it cannot be overcome. Though we may
believe that all avenues have been closed to us or that our most
conscientious efforts will come to naught, we are never without
feasible options. The best course of action may be veiled in doubt,
but it is there. When we are honest with ourselves with regard to
this simple fact, we can overcome anything because we will never
stop looking for a solution to the challenges before us.

Self-trust coupled with a sturdy plan is the ultimate antidote to
adversity’s tendency to inspire disillusionment in the human mind.
As difficult as the obstacle plaguing you seems, it is no match for
the love of a supportive universe that has been a part of your life
since the day of your birth and will be with you forevermore.
Try not to be misguided by your fear as this gives rise to the notion
that there are problems without solutions. If you believe in your
capabilities and dedicate yourself to the creation of some form of
resolution, you will be surprised to discover that paths that were
once closed to you miraculously open. Even if all you can do is
change your perspective to turn an impediment into an opportunity
to grow, you will have found the hope that is an inherent element
of all hardship.

Remember that your destiny is a product of your own creation.
Even when it seems you have nowhere left to turn, there is a
solution waiting for you. The only insurmountable obstacles are
the ones you create in your own mind—and these can only
exert power over you if you let them. Uncertainty will always be
a part of your existence, but perseverance and mindfulness will
never fail to see you through to the other side of hardship where
joy can thrive. Try and remember that no matter what life places
at your feet, there is absolutely no situation that cannot be
resolved with time, love, and friendship.