Meditation, breathing no, none of it gonna work - given up and go with the flow, sleep patterns all gone belly up this week, tonight though my mind keeps wandering back to poor ole N, does no-one know where he is - is anyone making any effort to make contact and put his mind at rest? I can't help but be concerned about the ole fella and the behaviour of people I contact is bewildering to me to say the least, seems to be a general trend going on here - that of being totally ignored whether it is the consulate who have not contacted me after my email to them on Monday informing them of N's change of situation, not heard from the age concern guy either for a couple of days - alongside this I find that the insurance company is claiming no knowledge of my claim and Alhaurin garage is also ignoring my requests for the document stating the scrapping of Cecil - I feel as if I am invisible - I am seriously considering telling it all to the Olive Press and see what happens and there is another part of me thinking oh what the hell I am fed up with this constant banging my head against what appear t be brick walls - advice anyone?
Round like a circle in a spiral, like a wheel within a wheel
Never ending or beginning on an ever spinning reel
Like a snowball down a mountain, or a carnival balloon
Like a carousel that's turning running rings around the moon
Like a clock whose hands are sweeping past the minutes of its face
And the world is like an apple whirling silently in space
Like the circles that you find in the windmills of your mind!
Remember this first time round with Rex's son!! :)
Good news is Lau has booked her n Stu to come out end of June for a week, and we will have a howling good time as this time we will go up to the wolf park for the full moon [and lunar eclipse] on Sat 26th, she is hoping a couple of their friends will be able to join us, hope they realise they gotta paint a room while here hehehehe
Well think I'll do a bit more crochet and see if I can wind myself back down now that I have clattered this all outa my system
Blessings be........
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