Wednesday, October 8

pencil and leaf: Leaf of the Day: A Musical Note for Del

pencil and leaf: Leaf of the Day: A Musical Note for Del

Thank You Val for this and all your messages
The emotions are still all over the place and I can't seem to focus on anything for very long
Observing myself today I see I am spreading things all around almost trying to fill the space that now feels empty - papers strewn around the floor as I try and sort through what is important and needed and that which is not - boy does this play havoc with the emotions - from sadness, to guilt and back again with other strange emotions putting in an appearance....but I have now spent 2 nights on my own and getting longer times on my own in the day - there was the most amazing cloud and moon formation last night as Nikki drove me back up to the village almost a shooting star shape, I missed sharing it with Del - these were the things we liked to share - he would be laughing at me now as I am listening to more Pink Floyd than ever before - Us n Them is playing as I write, his music library is a great legacy from him and I must get it on a memory stick - need a big one though......
So many lovely messages snail mail and email have come my way and a party will be held in his honour back in Moniaive next month
Tomorrow is Yon Kippur and Friday is 10.10.10 - auspicious days some would say........
I found this on a scrap of parer in Del's stuff and he wasn't as given to writing as I am so anything found in his hand was more than meaningful to him
TRY NOT TO BECOME A PERSON OF SUCCESS BUT RATHER TRY TO BECOME A PERSON OF VALUE
Blessings be to everyone besitos

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