Arrived back on Sunday - flight got in early - blue sky and still some heat left i the day so much has happened an is still happening that there seems no time to digest reflect and put into words - oh I guess I manage some reflection each day but that is all - the days seem to be whizzing by and crammed with things to do and people popping in. It was 7 weeks on Monday - there has been another shift and today Leigh Keith and Marta leave for 6 weeks in the UK - this is just begun to sink in properly - me, 2 dogs and cat - another shift - they just keep coming at me.
My trip to Scotland was certainly different/interesting - Thursday night and Friday was spent in Edinburgh with Lau - sadly we parted in not the best of circumstances opn Saturday morning, seeing me had brought it all back for her and she found she wasn't as strong as she thought she was - it has been agreed that it is not a good idea for her to come out at Christmas/New Year, she needs more time before returnng here.........Down to Moniaive - it's the first time on many years since I have spent time with Jamie, he and his lady, Alexa, are a great double act and kept me amused, Jamie has matured into a fine young man - on the Monday her said he would take me round and about all the old places and that included a trip down to my Mum's - gulp - I stayed in the car while he walked down to the house - he was gone 20 minutes [blimey that keans she is talking to him and it has been as long for him as me, 17 years] he arranged a meeting with her for the next day on neutral turf in a café in Lockerbie, well we met scary for both of us I think - big step especially for her - she still says she doesn't forgive me about Dad, still not sure what she is referring to and still won't accept Lau [bizarre behaviour]as she said these things her eyes were full of tears - she feels but won't yeild to her feelings - anyway a mracle has ocurred and I said I would stay in touch - in act there are several people I saw when I was over that I intend to keep better contact with.....Staying next door to Sa was fun popping back and forth for "smoke breaks".......having cuddles with the boys - visitors calling by - some lovely words spoken all that helped in the healing process and I am full of gratitude to those I saw and although my visit to Christine and Sindy was all to brief it was needed.....almost like revisiting different ages of Del, peeople who have known him for differing times in his life - again my time was brief with Sammy, Craig, Gregor, Paul and Lorien but beautiful, it was good to see Lau open up with Sam....... yes it was a good trip
I had hoped to finish tis last night but an overhead electrical storm meant shutting everything down and comforted 2 freaked dogs........went to bed and listened to torrential rain a while..... woke at 2 and made myself an infusion of melissa and pasaflower which put me out till 8 this morning when I woke to blue sky and the sun pushing it's way over the mountain, so on with the ole ski suit and walk the dogs while it is still quiet on the streets.......back for a cuppa and finish off tags for Marilyn so I can get them to her later this morning, sudden;ly remember to take letter up to correos that has to go recorded delivery, it comes to 3.53 I give him a tenner and the 53 in change, he doesn't have a fiver so he gives me back the tenner and tells me to come back tomorrow to pay.......gotta smile.......the joy of living in a village where trust is taken for granted, Del loved this aspect of living here.....
a wonderful email from Su this morning......
Dear Harlee
I went to Carol's yoga class tonight and during the meditation I saw Del again. I was floating above the clouds and there he was. I asked,'How are you?' and he said 'Busy busy busy!' which slightly surprised me, I mean it wasn't what I was expecting. Those were the only actual words he used but he then explained telepathically that he was doing the same job on a different level, he's still in training for it at the moment, basically it's about finding people who have broken down in the spirit world and sorting them out so that they can carry on.
Life is very different for me and it will take time to adjust, the little guilt gremlin likes to pester me every now n then, and the heart twists unexpectedly periodically but es normal as they say here...... I wish to do justice to Del and the path we walked and beliveved, in this I want to be a good example rather than a horrible warning LOL
Brightest Blessings
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