The rains have returned - didn't get light till nearly 8:15 this morning, as my sleep patterns have all gone awry again I have been up since well before dawn, printing out another 10 copies of Amanda's Recipe book - reading stuff online - sent a card for
Rowan Berry's Bday.
Spoke to La yesterday who is just back from her Bulgarian holiday, which from
what I can gather was an experience!! She is feeling a little weepy as she looks
back on this time last year - the Sunday was when we both went as per usual in the
morning to be told Del wasn't gonna make it and everything was to be turned off
and so we sat and waited and waited.......although I feel great sadness as I remember,
I feel quite distanced - not quite here [no more than usual folks] - I am "content" to
be by myself - lost in thoughts allowing them to wash over/though me - observing -
not holding - just doing what feels right for me - I know I don't want to have folks
trying to take my mind of it, Bless 'em for their kindness and thoughts - but my mind wants/needs to see it through, it is not healthy to try and avoid this process.......
This past year seems to have flown by and I am not sure what I have done or
achieved - on reflection much of it is a blur - what will this new one bring??
Hey I forgot to mention that Anne who stayed a couple of weeks ago was a massage therapist to Lorna - small world and quite a bizarre connection in the greater scheme
of things
Hahaha should see the walking wounded, Leigh is still hobbling with her back and Keith
fell out of a tree and has broken his elbow joint and they are moving house, some folks don't like to make life easy LOL
These quiet days mean I get a lot more crochet done and have now completed a new
Joseph Jacket, a snuggly red "christmas" shrug and a joseph jacket for a toddler,
yes I know photos would be good, but I am still waiting for pics others have taken to
be sent to me, so have given up asking others to help on that score - oh I know they
meant well and are full of good intentions, but life takes over and it gets forgotten.......
A bit of star gazing :)
and we're now in the heart of the storm indicated by
Saturn opposition Uranus. Just remember that we
also have the Sun with Mercury retrograde in late
Virgo offering their influences as well. This makes
for a very complex gestalt, one of high tension, but
also great for illumination through seeing and
understanding things from many different angle
of vision. All of September into early October will
be under this tension. Many polarizations will become
evident.[mmmmm have noticed some of them xx]
Many oppositional situations will manifest. It's a
major face-off between the visible and invisible
Law and Order, both higher and lower.This is an
opposition between structure and revolution, a
lower law versus Higher Law, fear facing freedom,
or tradition, resistance and/or fear confronting genius.
It is experience patiently blocking willful folly, studied
reserve facing impetuousness, understanding countering
lawlessness. There are ten thousand more ways this can
express, so use your understanding of what Saturn and
Uranus symbolize to see how it may be happening in
your world.
For Del
Rowan Berry's Bday.
Spoke to La yesterday who is just back from her Bulgarian holiday, which from
what I can gather was an experience!! She is feeling a little weepy as she looks
back on this time last year - the Sunday was when we both went as per usual in the
morning to be told Del wasn't gonna make it and everything was to be turned off
and so we sat and waited and waited.......although I feel great sadness as I remember,
I feel quite distanced - not quite here [no more than usual folks] - I am "content" to
be by myself - lost in thoughts allowing them to wash over/though me - observing -
not holding - just doing what feels right for me - I know I don't want to have folks
trying to take my mind of it, Bless 'em for their kindness and thoughts - but my mind wants/needs to see it through, it is not healthy to try and avoid this process.......
This past year seems to have flown by and I am not sure what I have done or
achieved - on reflection much of it is a blur - what will this new one bring??
Hey I forgot to mention that Anne who stayed a couple of weeks ago was a massage therapist to Lorna - small world and quite a bizarre connection in the greater scheme
of things
Hahaha should see the walking wounded, Leigh is still hobbling with her back and Keith
fell out of a tree and has broken his elbow joint and they are moving house, some folks don't like to make life easy LOL
These quiet days mean I get a lot more crochet done and have now completed a new
Joseph Jacket, a snuggly red "christmas" shrug and a joseph jacket for a toddler,
yes I know photos would be good, but I am still waiting for pics others have taken to
be sent to me, so have given up asking others to help on that score - oh I know they
meant well and are full of good intentions, but life takes over and it gets forgotten.......
A bit of star gazing :)
and we're now in the heart of the storm indicated by
Saturn opposition Uranus. Just remember that we
also have the Sun with Mercury retrograde in late
Virgo offering their influences as well. This makes
for a very complex gestalt, one of high tension, but
also great for illumination through seeing and
understanding things from many different angle
of vision. All of September into early October will
be under this tension. Many polarizations will become
evident.[mmmmm have noticed some of them xx]
Many oppositional situations will manifest. It's a
major face-off between the visible and invisible
Law and Order, both higher and lower.This is an
opposition between structure and revolution, a
lower law versus Higher Law, fear facing freedom,
or tradition, resistance and/or fear confronting genius.
It is experience patiently blocking willful folly, studied
reserve facing impetuousness, understanding countering
lawlessness. There are ten thousand more ways this can
express, so use your understanding of what Saturn and
Uranus symbolize to see how it may be happening in
your world.
For Del
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