Optimal day.......

........for setting the energies - dream realise positive thoughts of the future.........if the Seer's are to be believed.

Trouble is am caught up in waves of past and can't stop crying, Laura going off to Amsterdam, memories of when D & I went there, we had such fun that we had to go back a second time and take J & L with us. I can't go out tonight - D & I always went up to the Plaza, can't do it on my own and it doesn't matter how many friends are with me I am still on my own and although the being on my own isn't the problem it is being without my Delee that IS
There are a few who now seem to be takng the piss - get someone when vulnerable - easy target, well ya give enough rope & see if they eventually hang 'emselves!! Or maybe they just don't think - yeh that is more to the point, but surely folks get to a certain age and they have learnt to fuckin think hasn't life taught them that much???? OK out the system I really don't want to be carrying anger into the "new year"
Thought I could "tough it out" but it is nigh on impossible as the collective energy is gearing for 2009 and hoping/wishing/praying/meditating for a better one, but isn't that what everyone does every year but a year is a year is a year and shit happens to everyone every year to some degree or another, so do the years get better - ask me next year - I know I was happiest in the years of 1989 - 2008, but in some of those years shit happened - it's not what happens to us BUT how we deal with it and I am dealing too well me thinks at the mo......
I have a rant and then they brin gifts in words actions and materials - ah shit - they just don't think - Do I?? Probably what I am trying to learn right now LOL still dealing with the judge who likes to sit on my shoulder, he has to go!!
So what do I want to dream realise, no different from most others I guess for humanity to live in peace and share what we have - principles above profits - for sound common sense to abound especially in the so called civilised centres - well prove it.
Personally I would like to get to grips/realise allow life to the ""gift" I am reputed to have - I want to be aware of it and understand. I want to be of assistance.............
Brightest Blessings to everyone and I wish that all your dreams come true {just remember to beware of what you wish for and know why you are wishing it}